Split thoughts of duality dilema

If this isn't like it supposed to be,

you're probably fighting with duality...

But there is nothing as in such,
as you just want it all so much.
Loosing some at a single touch.
Wanting more yet getting not too much.
Remembering people just in need,
forgetting them when you're complete.
Ignorant, passive, full of greed...
You're not so special, nor unique
You're stupid and so fucking weak.
I wish you well, I'm not so mean.
But, after all, at least I'm clean.
There is no fight into my head
I just move on when something ends...
You only hear from me so few
And not quite everything is true
Because I'm quite afraid of you
Seeing this medicated drama queen
claiming such fame when some is decadence.